My mother is a poem I'll never be able to write, though everything i write is a poem to my mother..

There are many people that have had an impact on my life and influenced me in many different ways. My mother, however, has had the biggest impact on my life, and influenced me more than anyone else. She has had an impact on me since the day I was born, and she still does today. If the whole world were put into one scale, and my mother in the other, the whole world would kick the beam. 

Nothing can come close to the love that a mother feels for her children. Women carry their young before they are born and then continue to nurture them throughout their childhood and even into adulthood. A famous saying states that "God could not be everywhere and so he invented mothers", these words are a great inspiration to mothers across the world. When all is well, a mother puts her children before anything else, including their own comfort and happiness.Mothers are meant to be the cheerleaders of their kids, sometimes in loud and visible ways, sometimes in subtle or unspoken ways in the background. 

Describing a mother's love is virtually impossible. It is a feeling that can only truly be understood by those that experience it. The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which one always finds forgiveness. Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible and same is with me. My Mother is the person who fueled me up to gear on the track which takes to the journey of achieving dreams.

It took me eighteen years to realize what an extraordinary influence my mother has been on my life. She’s the kind of person who always has time for her kids; always interested in learning something new, would sacrifice herself for her family, and is easily the strongest woman in my eyes. Growing up, I know I haven’t been the best daughter in the world but if you were to ask her, she would say otherwise.

My mother is strong, smart, and puts her family first before anything else. She embodies the qualities that I wish were my own. Her actions have definitely made my life more positive and productive. Had it not been for my mom, I would not be in college again making something out of my life. And  when I am finally into earning my post graduate degree, it is only because of my mom.

I know the troubles what my mother had been through, she still managed to keep her feet on the ground and her head held up high. She's always there for me when I need help, and I never hesitate to ask her for advice. She's a strong person, always patient and forgiving me, even when I know I don't deserve it. My mother never thinks twice about offering concern, comfort and care to anyone she meets. She's a truly wonderful person. 
She gives me a sense of security by showing me that she's always there. Even though we're miles and miles apart, she's still with me in spirit, guiding me when I'm lost, helping me find the solution to the toughest problems one can imagine. She doesn't need to tell me that she cares, I can understand her by the tone of her voice. She's there to appreciate my laughter, she's there to dry my tears, and most of all, she's there to help me understand and accept life's ups and downs. 
A lot has happened between us over the years, we spent time together, and time apart. There were times when I thought we couldn't get any closer, and there were times when we seemed so far apart. But somehow since I'm in college, we seem closer now than ever, maybe not by distance, but by our hearts. Perhaps it's because I grew up now, and we understand each other better. She's willing to listen to me like an adult, and to me she's my best friend.

ME..a...Cuspcancerleo...as grave as the thundering of clouds

Cancer is the fourth sign of the Zodiac; Leo is the fifth. Those born on the Cancer/Leo cusp have the vitality and ambition to be successful in their creative endeavors. Creativity is one of their keywords, and their caring nature ensures that the benefits of their imaginative powers help others. Cancer/Leos turn to nurturing the family group and take pride in their warm hospitality. They are emotional and traditional, interested in heredity and ancestors. Cancer/Leos can be prominent on stage and in film, as their natural ability to act and their flamboyance and love of attention make them naturals at fame. 

The astrological symbol of Cancer is the Crab; for Leo, it's the Lion. Cancer/Leos go through life with a strong shell around them that is not easily broken. However, Cancer/Leos are the first to express emotion in any given situation -- the first to laugh and the first to tears. In this way, the Cancerian influence exemplifies thecardinal quality assigned to it. They also have a strong ability to see their projects through to the end. In this way, Leo exemplifies the fixed quality assigned to it. Cancer/Leos are good organizers and tend to be popular, even inspiring. 

Cancer is ruled by the Moon, and Leo is ruled by the Sun. In ancient times, the Moon, which represents fertility and instinct, was perceived as the Great Mother, responsible for nurturing all life. The Moon controls the tides and all water on Earth, and it has a strong effect on human emotions. Cancer and Cancer/Leos tend to be more sensitive to the movement of the Moon through the zodiac than are other signs, their moods changing with the Moon's passage. In ancient times, the Sun was believed to be the center of the Universe, the core of existence, the Father. The Sun generates warmth and keeps life on Earth moving. Leos and Cancer/Leos sometimes feel they are the center of the universe, and sometimes they are! They are gregarious and social, fun-loving and live life with enthusiasm. Generally domestic and peaceful, they have strong emotional drives and won't sit still when loved ones are threatened. The Sun and Moon, mother and father, day and night; Cancer/Leos are all of these things, and finding a way to express the entire continuum is both a challenge and a much-needed emotional release. 

The element associated with Cancer is Water. Water Signs are emotional: they tend to respond to the world through emotion. The element associated with Leo is Fire. Fire Signs are physical and tend to respond to the world through action. Cancer/Leos are very intuitive and jump headfirst into life, without worrying whether their latest goal is realistic or practical. For them, everything about life is Big with a capital B, and if drama and courage is required to meet their goals, they have both in abundance. Their warm and caring nature is very sensitive to other people's harshness. Cancer/Leos are cheerful and self-assured, sometimes to the point of living in a fantasy world. They are always happy as long as someone is paying attention to them! 

Cancer/Leos have a strong association with food. They are very imaginative and sensitive, making them excellent amateur chefs. Some go on to make a career out of cooking. Pleasure is important to those born on the Cancer/Leo cusp, and they like to spend money to feel good. Cancer/Leos tend to enjoy physical exercise, finding that sweat helps them counter the stress inherent in their emotional nature. They prefer to play in groups, rather than solo. They are too sociable to enjoy solitary running or weight lifting, and they much prefer team sports or group exercise. 

In love relationships, Cancer/Leos top the charts in almost every area, from devotion to romance. The great strength of the Cancer/Leo is in their creativity and generosity with others. Sometimes these qualities combine, resulting in thoughtful gifts or unique solutions to problems. Cancer/Leos emotional orientation to life help them understand the difficulties their loved ones must work through. 

My Imperfect-Perfecto....

My kind of man shall be a father who vill give the child some candy when he tops his class and a huge chocolate bar and a pat on the back when he comes last;a friend for a wife who's clumsy,over-bearing and incessantly hyper;a listener for someone who likes to talk about literature,politics n managerial grids;a partner for a women who likes to trek n travel without plans and eat at roadside restaurants; an intellectual who can debate and ponder upon anythn under sun n smtimes even above it;an appreciator for smone who likes to dream n have capability to turn them into reality.In return he can expect slightly eccentric wife who loves to listen to anything she can lay her ears on,a mild mannered women who cn be relied upon,who will provide a shoulder to cry on..

Something special to me..

I found a way to be everything
I dreamed of
And I know that I will become
Who I want to be
I know
I'm taking the long way out
Cause its gonna be
Something special to me..

Days go by and I'll grow stronger
It takes time but i'll never let it go
Days go by and I'll try harder
To make the things go my way
More than I hoped for
More than I dreamed of
This is how it should be
Coz i strongly believe its gonna be
Something very special to me...